sometimes i think i've learned something from my older brother stern ways of teaching me stuffs. it somehow dawn onto me that i don't really like it on how he controlled my life but i just slowly came to realise that he is somehow turning out to be my role model. his well time management and treating his friends and girlfriend equally make me admired him. seriously i think that if 24 hours are given to him, i think he needs more than that. for me, i find it too much for at the time being. he might be leaving for NS soon so i may learn some things out from him. i've to be independent by then. he who teaches me everything without me knowing it. kudos to him. (: i'm afraid that i might disappoint olivia for her birthday celebration but i must not feel that way or else it will be worst. be the best out of me. normal bobby.
-i somehow don't feel thee warmth from my group of clique back in school. -i'm sort of being left out, that's what i feel ):
