sighs. life really getting very bored for me. i just don't know how should i phrase it! i got these kind of feelings that everyone is like having their own fun and i really felt ignored and left out. maybe now im having mood swing!? argh! i'm so bored till im gonna cry out anytime. went down my house coffeeshop to have dinner and talked with my mum telling how i felt and talked about some stuffs. she was suddenly pop out this question asking ... " u got a girlfriend issit ? " then i was like noooo... so ugly who wants ? then she was telling me the reasons and stuffs and i was really feelign comfortable to say my thoughts out. i mean now isn't really the time to talk about or think about all this. Os first. earlier on this morning, i went back to bowen for the teachers' day celebration. bowen really improved alot and im so proud of it. met alot of old friends and chatted with them and see how their life is going on. as usual i think. then played basketball with some ex bowenian like alex,yide,alvin and others. my juniors. then saw vanessa but she again miss the chance of knowing how i am again. forever mans. i talked to her for so long but yet she stills dunnoe. and after that took loads of pics with weizhong,gilbert,jeff and jessica. quite fun. i miss all of them now! sighs =( played soccer with all those GB boys and because of a BIG shoes i got. i can't really run then just took off and played barefooted under the scorching sun! what do i get ? a much tanned skin and left foot blister with blood clots in it! upon returning back home,got a cage for my hamster. much BIGGER and a house in it and a ferrywheel or something for it to run around and around. hope she will get used to it. i think she is really the only one that is there for me when im really down. im in love with this small tiny cutie! mini dada,u r the best!but please be active at night and slp in the morning. then thats the normal hamster. please =X
anyway,i'm really getting tired of life. hope someone could eventually find methe real meaning of life. show me what issit.sighs... getting tired..
