i miss their smses,conference call and the way they treat me normally like they do in the first place.afterall,is just a temporary stuff. i tried my ways to keep contact with them but then i guess they're simply too busy to really bother about it.i mean i can't do much things about it because afterall me and them are like in totally different study life. ever after telling them about it,i felt quite relief but then i kinda regret it ? is this why it goes wrong ? i hope not.
make this clear BOBBY! blame it on yourself for not doing well in the first place. been looked down isn't their fault but ur own fault! stupid guy! maybe you should go and stay at one corner and wait for ur guidance but i doubt so. nothing comes to you unless u worked for it! but then... i'm reall lacking of that confidence. u must accept what ur statue is and what others are. get it BOBBY!? i do i do i do.
what shld i do? i sms-ed her the most and i guess thats infatuation? i don't really wanna bother her because of the busy schedule ? i hope that after those medicine,u will feel better.i really do. how i hope to receive ur sms again. when will the day comes ? i mean upon this happening, i'm quite confused because of everything. maybe i'm still have not walked out of that dark shadow that had been haunting me for long and which had been holding me back ? but i guess she had walked out of it long ago. really hope to tell my problems out but then i simply can't. maybe i will talk to mini dada. she will be there hearing me out and maybe she will share my sorrow as well?
U AND HER ARE FRM DIFFERENT WORLD! dun tink too much about it. u'll know the outcome of it. i'm feeling the blues... =(
