sighs. i'm feeling really bored and listless. got nothing to do at all. maybe i shall play and touch the basketball again?do i really have to resort to that?to the sports that harm my future and make me lose everything around me? after one whole big turnaround,i'm still back to the game? no way ! maybe i shall just rot at home and be a good boy and study and have enough rest and do some soul searching. yapps. ((: but before i really wanna do so,i must be discipline and not just based on speaking but doing it . but what should i really do? please drive this devilish thing inside my heart out of it. may he help me...
