im so disappointed with myself with a heart of stone. today preaching is very meaningful and alot of peeps cried and cried. i've handed my life to him and exchange my heart of stone for his heart of flesh filled with passion and love.i've decided to give up on relationship for the time being.is not worth it. and i tin i've decided to stay in a church which is cornerstone and worship him. is just like a 3rd home to me. this is the first time i experience love and care from god. im really surprised that most of the church people still know my names even though i neglected for a few months.thanks for welcoming me back and sorry about it. a heart of stone is better or heart of flesh? they both got their own advantages after all.tmr i will keep my promise and go to church as usual and weekly if possible. i wanna come near to him and knwo him better. god bless everyone to be happy and carefree. :))btw,my hp is spoilt.how on earth am i gonna get back my contacts!>!>!> argh!