sigh... sitting in front of the computer,i felt a sense of giving up everything i have.what's life? what's the purpose of it? thinking of so many things in the future,my work, my school, my future and loads of things outta. why do all of em come to my mind all of a sudden?!?! i need a true friend who i can tell out my problems, share my sorrows and stuffs. is there someone out there who can really be a true friend? working is really a fear to me nowadays.i dread going there and work for long hours. i guess my only choice is to resign and go back to loner life and stay away from crowds. just hope to spend a peaceful life with nothing to worry.hopefully with the fated one that God arranged for me... can things changed for the better? phew... perhaps is a difficult one
