i simply hate myself for neglecting everyone just because of a simple thing. i must not live in the shadow of hers and be like a toad in the well.she is just like a barrier to me. i have to walk out of it and lead a brand new life. wake up bob! she isn't the same anymore. she treats u coldly and simply enjoying her own life so whats the point of u been stuck there and waiting? no point at all right? since u r living well and happily with so many new frens and those things that occupied you,fine. i must be firm with my decision from now on and not lingering for the past. it is different.things changed!anyway,happy 20th anniversary to my parents and im so happy they r still happily together.quite sastified. oh yah...happy birthday to my cousin huiwen. may god bless you with strength! yapps... ok...i gotta go already.feeling unwell now...sorry...take care everyone!
