This week has been a rather emotional week.
Alot of things happened and I'm glad I have my buddy Minkai that I can confide in.
Although he teased me at times but when we have serious talk, we really talked it out.
I'm glad that he found his special one too. :)
Anyway, having just earning a miserable $400 bucks a month is certainly not enough for myself.
It's my first time I'm feeling the pain whenever I spent.
I guess I have to start to save up on food and drinks.
The scrimp and save days.
I spent much on that area which I think I over indulged.
I'm down with luck at certain areas which I will just keep it to myself.
I realised whenever you have done something wrong, if people keep on criticising you ; you will just think that you are useless. But if that person encourage you instead, you will make an effort to improve. But that's not the case in Singapore.
I feel that Singaporeans are very selfish when it comes to praising people unlike caucasians.
I admit sometimes I am like this too so I feel I need to make a change.
I feel pissed with my dad at times for certain reasons. Ugh!
Alright, I guess I have vent whatever I want.
Another long week ahead.Labels: buddy, emotional, praise, rollercoaster, savings, selfish, special one |
