You guys must be thinking that I'm tired and breathless with the loads of projects I have isn't it? Well. That's not really the case. Maybe half of it. But I realised something which is quite bad. I don't even want to imagine about it. Yes, it's my back. Precise, my spine. It aches up every few minutes all the time and requires me to "crack" it somehow. It gets kinda tight so I have to "loosen" it by "cracking" it. A lot of people ask me to go for a checkup or x-ray but I refused.
Maybe,
I'm too tired of it.(It never gets better) I'm too afraid to know the outcome.(If it's negative, I will not be able to do alot of stuffs) I'm don't like to go to hospital alone.(That feeling) It's too expensive!(Everything needs money nowadays) There is no time for it(And time as well)
I told myself I gave up on going to the chinese physician because I have to go at 6am just to get the queue.
But until this morning, I felt something weird. I get breathless easily and get tired after just awhile.(I used to run a lot with being worn down) I know this is getting out of hand soon.
