Everytime I come back from a club or dancefloor,
I will always feel very disappointed & useless.
The fact that I don't know how to dance the right way or maybe I've the mentality of people that look at me have a problem with my dancing.
I think that is a really bad thing though.
I tried to brush away that idea but I just can't.
I can only dance when I drink and get drunk.
But after one time I got into that, I don't really like it.
So I guess it's time to learn how to dance when I'm SOBER!

Maybe music ain't my kind of thing but that doesn't stop me from learning it.
I just need extra hard work and effort.
I can pick up any sports easily just by looking at it and learn.
SO I must try to like music and see how people dance.
Everytime I get into the dancefloor, I tend to be slower than others because I'm actually observing every single move from them and then modify it somehow.
This has been a problem to me somehow which I think I can spoil my friends' mood at times.
I feel so sorry about it. Maybe it's just me. Boo!
Why am I still ranting at this hour when I have to wake up in 4 hours time for my frisbee competition?
Rahhhhhh! I hope everything will goes fine tomorrow.

Nights! Bad.