Sometimes I feel so tired when I type alot to explain certain stuffs. Or maybe I should say I'm very sensitive towards what I said resulting in long sentence and beating around the bushes before coming to a point. And so I was ranting to Isabelle about this on the phone that day. She's should be in South Africa by now doing her good deeds. Sometimes I really wish I can be like her. Carefree and ability to be herself all the time. So there are some things that we two come out with during our chat. She taught me on how to deal with people that I always using me, climbing over my head or who is trying to bully me in a vocally way. It's funny the way we chatted.
Here are some of the examples.
Ass: You know I know this BOSS of blahblahblah and this BOSS of ...?(Trying to show off) Bobby: So?
Ass2: You know I gotta go home alone and it's really late. (Apply to girls that want to make use of you just because she can't find someone at the moment) Bobby: Too bad. (In a harsh but joking tone)
Ass3: You think I care? (People who always use it when losing out in a conversation) Bobby: You think I even bother what you care?
She taught me a few more but I couldn't remember it for now. I will continue later and yell you more about my conversation with Isabelle. I better rush home from office now. 4pm.
6pm - I'm home. Early release for us today. And it's pouring just now. Terrible! Luckily I ain't wet. (Melvin should know) On the journey back home, something bad happened.
I shall not elaborate more. It's terrible. Sometimes it hurts so much that you don't even want to move on in life. Why do always things work this way? The more you want something, the more further it seem. I told myself I must try, I must persevere. But it just so ... Whatever I said now is pointless. Even the things that I want to continue to blog regarding doesn't make a difference. So be it. Now I feel that being a tortoise is good. Not the longevity but the shell. I can hide in it because I'm heading for withdrawal. Human is scary living thing. So am I.
It's just waiting and waiting. I hope you will be happy.
