Having cramp into this small bus 72 every morning really pissed me off. Some people don't even got the consideration to move in and causing others to be late by missing that bus. I received a sms this morning from Van. I just want you people to know who is Van.
She is one of my friend that I got to know through online. She is nice and I can still remember how clickable we are the first time we chatted on MSN. It really makes me feel fortunate to have friends like that online. She cares about what's going on. She is everything you can ask for. But until recently, some things happened. We are going through a rather rough patch. She got her past which I won't reveal out. I know the reasons that she is behaving like this. But still, I won't give up just like this. It takes time to win over the ______ from her. That's about it. I miss the webcamming time thou.
Talking about the sms, I received it from her. I read it after getting off that damn bus. I was so shocked! I was told I'm a liar. My whole heart just go puzzled and hurt at the same time. I don't really blame her but maybe I should start thinking. Sometimes can you really trust your good friends around? It is really a tough choice to believe whether to trust one of your best girlfriend & a "buddy".
The problem is about her friend, herself and me. Because I told her that her friend added me in friendster. But until like recently, she asked her friend casually like why she added me. She actually still tell Van that I was the one who added her. I was super piss with her friend. Like why can't she say the truth? Why must she spoil this friendship between me and Van when I don't even know her. Upon receiving that sms from Van, my first reaction is my hotmail. I prayed hard that the friend request thing is still there. It has 4 pages. I was browsing through and GOTCHA! Here you go. My proof. Click it for larger image. I highlighted it to make it clearer.
This is the final piece of it.
I was telling myself, "If I never find this, I will never clear my name." And that will most probably marks the end up of this great friendship. This so quick but great friendship. It'll really be a pity. I swear. But still, I got to thanks her friend that makes our friendship even stronger. So thanks! :D So is that how you see things differently Meng?
Hugs Vanny. Don't be upset already. You got better friends out there.
