He wanted to call her along for that stay but he hesistated. He wanted to chat with her too but he hesistated again. He wanted to tell her to take care of herself but she hesistated once again. He wanted to talk to her but he finds it hard. He wanted to ask her out but he decided not to anymore. He wanted to sms her but he decided not to.
He knows whatever he does, he will always be the one asking. He is simply tired of it. Just let it go.