well... have a tiring day today. can't work up in the morning. is so terribly tired. rush home after school because i gotta rush to bowen after that went to meet jessica and weizhong to help her celebrate. she is later afterall. lols. what can i do? she is the star! anyway, we took neoprints and walk and joke around. i spent quite a big sum of money today. brought her presents and treat her to a meal. i guess i gotta really scrimp on my meal this few days. but then i think it is worth it as long as she is happy. but im kinda feeling sad later. sighs. over nothing! gosh !!!! and im really tired! i really hope that im not a bad organiser for today. hope the both of u really enjoyed ur day today ! i miss today!!! anyway,i wanna go to the beach tomorrow to release stress. argh! and shut out to the ocean about my sorrows. sobs sobs sobs.... a crush? but ...