I just received a call from my mother telling me that my grandma just passed on. Hours before that, I was still finding her picture that I have with her. And now this happened.
Grandma, I believe you left for a better place. I believe you have been taken of all the pain you suffered. You are the one that loves me the most when I'm young. You are the one who shielded me from the cane when I'm naughty. You are the one that will buy me Yakult when I whine.
You are just the one that I'm going to miss. I really regretted not being able to see you the last time. I feel painful.
This song is for you.
Radios in Heaven
Your time has already come and I don't know why The last thing that I had heard you were doin' just fine It seems like just yesterday I was laughing with you Playing games at Grandma's house well you taught me well, didn't you? I hope I'm just like you
Do they have radios in heaven? I hope they do 'Cause they're playing my song on the radio And I'm singing it to you
You left before I had a chance to say goodbye But that's the way life usually is it just passes you by But you can't hold on to regrets and you can't look back So I'll just be thankful for the times that I had with you I hope I'm just like you
Do they have radios in heaven? I hope they do 'Cause they're playing my song on the radio And I'm singing it to you If they don't have radios in heaven here's what I'll do I can bring my guitar when my time is up and I'll play it for you
Tell me can you hear me now if not, then I can try to sing real loud What's it like up on the other side of the clouds? I hope I'm just like you I hope I turn out to be as good as you
Life has been really good for me I guess. Although I'm home-bound, I still have lovely friends that came over. My back is kinda swollen yesterday morning. That makes me wake up at 530am. This is the first time I experienced something really painful that bothers me.
I sms-ed the doctor and asked him the problems and so. I guess I can't sit for too long and maybe my sleeping posture as well. Whatever it is, I still got to be home bound. So it doesn't matter.
Anyway, here's a picture of me and my army friends during our cohesion day before my operation.
I kinda miss their nonsense back in the office. Haha!
And here's another picture that I collage because of Nicholas.
Yes, that dog's name is Bobby.
Anyway, I have something pretty funny to share. Maybe it just apply to me. It's a chat I had with Marisa yesterday night.
Being inquisitive, I asked her...
Bobby: Given a choice, where would you like metal to be implant into your body? Marisa: Haha hmmmm.. Marisa: My brain! Bobby: Why is that so? Marisa: So I will be mentally strong. Hahahahaha. Bobby: That's is the lamest thing I have heard of but it's really funny!
And yes, I have a good night sleep yesterday. I'm home alone now. Yawns.
I was chatting with a friend yesterday night and well. As usual, I always "threaten" them with my backbone. Haha!
And suddenly something struck my mind. First, it was the dissection of body incident. I was telling my friend that every part of me will be dissect but just not my lower back. I think those that want to cut me up will have problems with my backbone. Hahaha.
As I go on and on, I get really high and the following comes along.
I'm sharks, crocodiles and snakes worst fear. Snakes will have indigestion after swallowing me. Sharks and crocodiles will have dented teeth while attempting to chew me.
Now at least I have something to be proud of it. Haha! Alright, A's will be coming to and end. O's will be over tomorrow. I can see alot of happy people! But the weather this few days is spoiling my mood. Anyway, thanks for the really surprise visit!
I'll be having medical leave until end of this year. So most of the time I have to be confine at home.
So I decided that I shouldn't waste my time like this.
Here are some of the things I think I can do:
1. Practise on my guitar. (Jovyn Yeo!) 2. Help out friends that needs a listening ear or other help that is within my reach. 3. Learn more about the different type of photography. 4. Research on the university I want to study when I finished my national service. 5. Visit the SPCA if I can. I really want to help out. 6. The list goes on... (I'm still thinking)
Suggestions are welcome.
Anyway, updates regarding my medical status.
I can walk and get up on my own. But I can't sit, stand or walk for too long. The metal implants still need time to get adjust to the bones in it. I can't sneeze if not I will feel really painful. I guess I still need some time to really be perfectly fine.
Alright, I'm off to spend some time with my guitar.
I got myself a new electronic device. It's the 16gb Ipod Touch. Thanks for those who helped me checked out the pricing and special promotion. Thanks Melvin for helping me with the usage of it.
Been "molesting" it the whole night yesterday.
iBee :)
Seeing this give me a big headache. THE HOSPITAL BILL!
Anyway, I'm recovering slowly and steady. Faster than I expect :)
