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Monday, March 27, 2006 |
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They said YOU SHOULD ALWAYS GO FOR IT ;
or YOU SHOULD WAIT FOR IT TO COME?
So WHAT? |
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3/27/2006 10:32:00 PM comments
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Sunday, March 26, 2006 |
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I've been having weird dreams nowadays.
It all happened to me and my friends in it.
And is not a happy thing. I just got no idea why.
I don't feel like talking too.
And I talked to Amanda a few days ago.
I kinda miss her. But I ain't moving any forward too.
Life just goes on.
That explains my moodiness in Kimli's BBQ party. Sorry.
My phone kinda got "confiscated" yesterday and today.
Just got it back not long ago. Sorry to people who called and smsed me.
I don't want to think of anything.
Tomorrow driving in the morning and working for dad after that.
I just want to go to bed now but not dreamland :(
All you put up was a fake front which I dislike so much.
I hope you rather be yourself.
I'm getting all cranked up again.
Another weekend goes just like this. |
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3/26/2006 08:59:00 PM comments
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Thursday, March 23, 2006 |
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I will sing this song to you.
I swear I'll one day.
Yes, YOU the special one
; who made me feel uneasy.
Bon Jovi - I'll Be There For You.
I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
Well as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love, it's suicide
You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
I pray to God you'll give me one more chance, girl
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you
I know you know we're had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can't promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday
And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you
And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you
I believe in fate and perseverance ((:
God makes plan for me.
I will wait patiently.
Study hard people. |
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3/23/2006 11:41:00 PM comments
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006 |
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I know I posted sad entries most of the times.
But you can't blame me for that.
Some things change so fast that I need time to accept it.
Jo just enlightened me with some thing.
It is rather true. I will just leave things the way it is.
If you prefer this way, let it be.
You might be in the losing end.
And YES, I'm talking about YOU!
I hope I can stay in neverland where everything won't grow.
No stress, no worries and no age-ing.
I wanna be like that.
The INNOCENT and sweet smile.
SURPRISE!
Btw, that was just a random picture found in the web. |
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3/15/2006 09:03:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006 |
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I went for a movie with anqi that pig today ! (:
The movie wasn't bad afterall. Against animal abuse!
I can't abuse that pig anymore. Wahaha.
But WAIT WAIT WAIT.. I still can suan you! lalala.
Anyway, we met up with Sally and the birthday girl, Yulin.
She was kinda shocked that i know it somehow. Owells. IM SMART! =D
Sally indeed changed alot. Grew taller and prettier! Can't blame her!
My daughter. ((: Praises.
After being "ps-ed" by a pig, I went to find Sally again to chat up with her.
I realised that I haven't been talking to her for almost a year. SORRY! =))
While talking to her and updating with life, I realised it had been half a year.
Half a year I gone through alone with the hurts during those times.
How time past so fast. I'm Bobby once again.
Chomp Chomp cancelled last minute because the sky was dark.
Sorry friends. Meet up soon. No bball game today :(
Boring man! I think I'm kinda sick of being online.
I shall stay away from it as much as possible.
I rather do some other things that are constructive.
Let talk about something her. Sally asked me a good question today.
Are you over her, Amanda? I was like, I guess so.
One thing here. I hate her alot when she left me without a good reason.
But coming thinking of it, I'm proud to have her with me in my life.
Like what Sally put in her blog.
Guys can forget,but cannot forgive. Girls can forgive,but cannot forget. Well. I think I can forgive and cannot forget. But I'm not a girl! =D
I don't like thinking about the bad stuffs. I rather remember those happy times.
Well. I will leave my fate and life according to God who all planned it.
I just want a nice understanding girl. (:
Goodbye my lover... |
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3/14/2006 09:35:00 PM comments
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Sunday, March 12, 2006 |
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Lost.
Gone.
Different.
I don't love to talk much.
Neither I love to care much or complain so much.
I'm tired of it. Really.
I really want those days. Badly.
Passion?
Which one you have more?
Argh. Fcuked up day :( |
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3/12/2006 09:18:00 PM comments
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Friday, March 10, 2006 |
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Have anyone ever wonder what you are like actually?
What I'm trying to refer is just like how your friends think of you?
How are you presenting yourself infront of your friends?
You might think it seem you are perfect and nice to them BUT wait a minute,
that's what you think. So now let's imagine ourselves having a friend like ourself.
As in a clone of of yourself. Imagine how your clone behave like you behave normally.
Like you behaving like a kid, nagging at your friends at the time?
Getting angry over small things? Or you are those that share your joys with your friends?
Just imagine yourself out with a clone of yourself.
I bet it is gonna be interesting to know more about yourself.
People tend to know themselves the best inside out.
But they can't face the fact that they are bad. They always think they are the most perfect.
Owells. Now is a chance to look into yourself clearer (:
I would really like to have the chance if there is one.
So I can improve on areas that I'm lousy at. All smiles (: |
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3/10/2006 02:52:00 PM comments
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006 |
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And so I'm back into blogging action
I got quite a number of feedbacks back then for the previous entry.
I'm quite glad that find it rather useful and they learned something ((:
I'm happy for them.
Let's move on with life.
Let's hope that Marilyn is doing fine with all her application and accounting work.
poor little one.
Today I shall dedicated this entry to a girl I knew back a year ago. Her name was Queen Mabel Ersan. Haha.
We can really click well but all of a sudden, everything seem like she is out of this world. vice versa.
But recently "she is back in this world", I managed to catch up with her life & know something negative happened.
But still I will keep trying to help her and motivate her along.
She can be like me one day. Really. We humans just need some push or aim to do well in life. That's the bottom line.
Therefore I will pray for her and let her regain what she had lost.
She will do well this time round. I believe. I must make it happen!
Determination is the key to unlock the happiness in front of us (:
But still, there are other factors as well.
Hope for the best. So Mabel, whenever you are down, COME HERE! Read this!
I know I'm rather naggy and all. But I will help whoever that needs help.
I've been in those state before and I gone through it alone. All by myself!
The feeling is unbearable. Anqi should know what i meant.
I will like to repeat those phrase my secondary school principal used on me years back when I was rock bottom.
"Bobby, don't ever give up. Failure is not the end. Failure means postpone success."
It made me who I am today ((: smiles people. |
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3/08/2006 06:18:00 PM comments
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Sunday, March 05, 2006 |
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HEY PEOPLE! Just give me 5 minutes of your attention people!
I'm gonna say something or type something quite wordy here.
I hope it won't bored you all. But is meaningful.
This applies to all my friends, non-friends or close ones or even myself.
Based on your own integrity, reflect it on your own and make a better person out of it.
Today I'm gonna talk about what I've learned in this church named Heart of God.
Wendy my neighbour brought me there. Jeremy was there too.
Ok. Today they rewarded those people who scored well in their As with really good reward.
I think it is a good motivation for people to study well and inspired one and another.
There is this girl named Marilyn from Meridian Jc who got straight As with A1 for GP.
That's really cool. Imagine someone who came from an average JC and do well.
I'm really proud of her although I just knew her. I bet everyone do.
I shall start what the pastor preached today. Take note people and see whether you are on of them? If you are, is never too late to change because I'm changing.
Let's talk about big people and small people.
Big people love small things, small people lust big things.
God is BIG people who love us(small things) whereas small people are kept within themselves.
Big people are faithful in small things.
3 small things. 1st: small things. 2nd: Money 3rd: Another man.
Small things are like little things that seem unimportant but yet you take it seriously.
Example ushering job, it may looks simple to you, but without ushers, everything will be in a mess. If you are involved in it one day and you are lazy to go for it and say this to the IC like
"Oh. Just because I'm not around, people won't notice me anyway and can just go on without me." That's wrong because people will lost trust in you.
2nd: Money matters.
People borrow money from you and say they will return it to you but they conviently forget to do so after weeks. Do you think people will trust you again with cash matters?
3rd:Another man.
For example, someone hand you over his daughter in hand and you must be responsible over someone's daughter. Is our responsibility of ANOTHER MAN 's daughter.
Another good example, people who always tend to be late in meeting others always come out with excuses that never fail to convince people. They will just say to you, "It's only a few minutes. No big deal." Or go out with a group meeting, they thought everyone would be late so they go late for appointment too. This is such a sense of irresponsiblility.
BUT look at this again. Ever wonder why people who are always late for appointment are always punctual on examinations? This is what I called selfish people. They only go for the IMPORTANCE but BIG people are different. They are faithful to small things.
But small people are only faithful to BIG THINGS! (exams)
Rem people! Small things reflect in Big things. Make sense isn't it?
Move on.
Small people are absorbed in their own world.
Big people are big enough to go into other people world.
Small people are people who always think of their own benefits and will try at all means to avoid any unneccessary problems. Small people will complain how many problems they have to others but not knowing there people out there got their own problems too.
Big people are different. They will always put down their problems and reach out for others who seek them and help them or console them.
Small people are full of self pity. Big people can pity others.
People, now enlarge your heart and think BIG ; reach out.
Big people release people. Small people restrict people.
For example, A guy who is very good at maths. He will teach his classmates to a certain things he know and not teaching fully because he is wary being over taken by he who teaches.
But Big people are people who teach people to their fullest and want the next generation to be better than them and all.
Small people want to take all the credit for himself.
Big people want to give all the credit to others.
Soccer players always wanted to score and be famous and all.
Those that always seek for fame are small people but Big people will always provide the passing ball that let others score and be happy. Is just like giving others the boost.
Small people feels big among small people.
Small people feels small among big people.
A girl who can speak moderate english looks BIG with people that have lousy english and all.
But the same girl who are together with a group of girls speaking good english will feels small.
Therefore, no matter what, Just be yourself and be who you are. Don't be ashamed of who you are. If you are a nice person with good character, so what if you are ugly or poor. There's no wrong with you looking ugly or being poor.
Big people are people of who they are.
Big people dont seek revenge.
Small people will.
Big people will forgive and forget.
Small people will keep them in mind.
Small people are demoralised by Big people.
Big people are inspired by Big people.
For example a good soccer player like Zidane.
Small people will goes " Aiya, I won't be like him one." Might as well quit football.
But Big people will goes like, I shall train and be like him one day.
This is what i meant here. Be inspired!
I shall end here and skip some of it. Its too long.
Anyway, you all can laugh at what I have said or anything. But I won't care.
I think it is pretty meaningful. My advice to people is, Think BIG. Be BIG! REACH OUT.
I'm staying at this church people. Sorry people in LSBC. I feel home here.
This is the first time I really take notes of what the pastor is preaching and all.
If you all could not understand what it means in some part of it, feel free to call me and clarify.
I'm more glad to tell you all and share with you all.
Today is a new beginning for me. A new hair cut as well.
I made some new friends as well. But Bryan was the one who kept chatting with me and sharing his stories with me and god. Thanks!
I shall be BIG now. I want to help others and reach out for those that needs me.
I want to make people smile. I will do my best!
I will be leaving this entry here for some time to let others read.
Take care people. God bless everyone.
I'm renewing my committment to him.
Those who are interested to come, please let me know.
It is really productive and makes you a better growing person.
A picture of the church.
Thanks for the time. |
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3/05/2006 08:13:00 PM comments
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Thanks Anqi for the company in the early morning.
That makes me super guilty!
But at least I know something here.
All those sisters, buddy and whatever they named it close is USELESS!
Thanks Alice for the advice. I will open the eyes of my heart, lord. |
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3/05/2006 12:37:00 AM comments
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Friday, March 03, 2006 |
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Just when I need someone to talk to when I was panic and confused,
No one was there :( That's pretty sad.
But one person was there ; yours truly anqi. oink oink :D
Luckily I was with my classmates.
We were having post celebration ; steamboat at Marina Bay. Cool.
I really shan't be so nice to others anymore.
It is so not worth it. I shall turn nasty and try.
Bleh!
The metal wire of my braces came off. Argh!
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3/03/2006 11:59:00 PM comments
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Thursday, March 02, 2006 |
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Exams finally over! Today paper was really a breeze.
Nothing tough. Just like copy and paste stuffs.
You will do well if you can memorise like "someone" in my class.
Went to Toa Payoh to relax after that and got interviewed by some Media Corps people.
They are interviewing for Crime Watch.
Mengyeow, Michelle and Me was involved in it.
Hope we can see ourselves inside.
Someone agree with me that being single is good?
I'm doing fine with life and all.
I really got to wonder what to do during the holidays now.
1.Go out ! That's for sure!
2.Car lessons.
3.OGL camp.
4.Class chalet.
The list goes on ...
till then. |
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3/02/2006 09:00:00 PM comments
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006 |
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I do not know how to start this entry or where to start it.
Everything was in a mess.
I think I'm rather crude to my surroundings people.
Maybe Daniel will start saying this, "Got braces le then hao lian lor!"
But I just don't know why.
Do you ever read my blog? I really wondered.
It bores you isn't it? I have alot to say and express out,
but i simply can't do so. I got no idea why.
I kept bottling up in my heart and try to forget.
Should we just be apart? It lies in you.
I went studying today with Mengyeow and Mel.
They don't really know each other well at all.
But now they are like strangers no more.
I'm glad that they click fast and well.
But Mengyeow PS me for her.
So they continued studying together. I think they are still doing so.
Imagine eating alone in town? Can you imagine?
All I want to do is to eat something I love, Long John.
Anyway, i saw my brother's gf with another guy.
I really admired my brother for his open mind and the trust he had on her.
This is what I termed as love. Perhaps it is even more than this.
I saw Wendy, Darylyn and Vanessa too.
So while I was going back home, Wendy tagged along with one of her friend.
Journey was really tiring.
If you could have ask me to stay again. I think I will do so.
But well, I think our fairytale came to an end.
There is nothing to lose for all. You've been through your hardest time.
I have done what I'm supposed to accomplise. Good luck.
OK! Out of point here. But still he is cute and nice!
Tomorrow is the final paper. I will be year 2 soon.
How time pass so fast in a wink of eye.
Will all of us be separated Alphekulchen?
WHO WANNA WATCH BIG MOMMAS HOUSE 2 ?
I think it will be hilarious. Opening tomorrow.
Study. Mug. Study. MUGGING TIME! :(
Btw, I guess only he can make you smile better because he knows you better.
I'm taking a break from here. |
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3/01/2006 05:54:00 PM comments
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