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Monday, October 31, 2005 |
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i lost to him which i looked upon to in basketball.
the first time i lost so badly.
but still, that inspired me even more.
improvement and achievement awaits for me.
work harder. ((: |
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10/31/2005 11:07:00 PM comments
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Sunday, October 30, 2005 |
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went to ST Francis Xavier today.
that's my kindergarden back in years.
the catholic church / service was totally different.
a good experience. went with rynette.
saw quite a number of familiar faces there too.
why ain't I given a second chance like you gave xiaoqi? |
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10/30/2005 06:06:00 PM comments
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Saturday, October 29, 2005 |
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Somebody u LOVE..
~in front of the person u LOVE, ur heart beats faster
Somebody u LIKE..
~in front of the person u LIKE, u get happy
Somebody u LOVE..
~in front of the person u LOVE, winter seems like spring
Somebody u LIKE..
~in front of the person u LIKE, winter is just a beautiful winter
Somebody u LOVE..
~if u look into the eyes of the one u LOVE, u blush
Somebody u LIKE..
~but if u look into the eyes of the one u LIKE, u smile
Somebody u LOVE..
~in front of the person u LOVE, u cant say everything on ur mind
Somebody u LIKE..
~but in front of the person u LIKE, u can
Somebody u LOVE..
~in front of the person u LOVE, u tend to get shy
Somebody u LIKE..
~but in front of the person u LIKE, u can show ur ownself
Somebody u LOVE..
~u cant look straight into the eyes the one u LOVE
Somebody u LIKE..
~but u can always smile into the eyes of the one u LIKE
Somebody u LOVE.
.~when the u LOVE is crying, u cry with them
Somebody u LIKE..
~but when the one u LIKE is crying, u end up comforting
Somebody u LOVE..
~the feeling of LOVE starts from the eyes
Somebody u LIKE..
~but the feeling of LIKE starts from the ears
if u stop liking a person u used to like, all u need
to do is cover ur ears.
but if u try to close ur eyes, love turns into a drop
of tear n remains in ur heart forever... |
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10/29/2005 10:21:00 AM comments
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Friday, October 28, 2005 |
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working for dad tomorrow.
in the early morning like 6am and evening arnd 6pm till night time.
i can earn like more than hundred? wow.
alex, you will be fine.
just like how u make me stand.
you gonna use back those words at urself and come back alex.
i will be awaiting for you.
when i dun ask about u,
is not that i dun care about u.
just that i don't want to remind u of sad stuffs.
all i know is that i will be standing behind you whenever you are down.
if you know me well,
i can read my what is happening in my surrounding the best (:
cheerios ok? (:
sunshine after the rain
i wanted to go for zhss open house qi but then as u knw...
i gotta make things easy for her.
or else later she will feel weird seeing me there.
sorry qi. |
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10/28/2005 10:57:00 PM comments
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Thursday, October 27, 2005 |
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to the disappointment to people who placed high hopes on me.
the results are out. i failed. i had to retake again.
well. in the first place, did anyone place hope on me?
i just went to the center today alone.
without any support i used to get from my friends.
maybe they don't know about it.
was quite nervous and all. tried to settled down.
but after that , results isn't positive.
forward to meeting up with jessica the long lost mei.
then we watched some vcds and movies la.
had fun and all taking pictures too.
met up with my MIA ronald macdonald.
we met up and went to serangoon gardens chomp chomp.
HE DROVE us there! DROVE!? omg. i'm so envy of him la!
and weizhong that BUDDY of mine got a GF already.
HE IS SO GOOD that he didn't tell me. tsk tsk!
ALL gathering next tuesday for a good purpose.
pardon me for the bad english today. i'm not in the mood to do anything.
shall post the pictures tomorrow.
i didn't meet the court people today for once man.
only met junhao and dominick at night.
AND i'm so nice to send steph to the bus stop to wait for her bus.
don't want her to be feeeling so bored so i just crap with her.
DON'T WANT LA (stephanie voice) laughs.
well. i try not to fall this time.
nights people.
heavy rain. |
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10/27/2005 10:00:00 PM comments
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005 |
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driving theory test tomorrow.
hope i can pass in one shot. so nervous.
how i wished someone can be there to support me.
lalalala.
and i finally say hi and bye to that stephanie!
who used to dao-ed me and mistaken me for someone else.
so bad of her isn't it?
suddenly this low self esteem hit me.
i think i look so much worst in real life than in pictures ?
am i?
off ot do some studying already. (: |
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10/26/2005 11:07:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005 |
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in order to be telling the kids in SN2 family what to do,
i must first be matured enough and strong in mentality.
i must be a good role model.
i must be stronger in all ways to lead them the right way.
for them to look upon and learn from there.
i think i set one good example as in ,
i don't drink , i don't smoke , i don't pierce, i don't club,
and the list goes on and on.
due to the guardian of my parents.
i think i'm pretty innocent be for my age.
i can do it. i hope i can...
as i feel upon the wind blowing outside of the window.
btw, training stop today. will it be back tomorrow?
or should i have to start to resort eating protein powder like my friend ;
who had side effects after that?
oh yah... did i mentioned i'm going to put on braces like really soon.
pain ? i endured more than that. bring it on.
no more phototaking for bobby for 2 years? :( |
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10/25/2005 04:04:00 PM comments
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Thursday, October 20, 2005 |
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PEOPLE!!!
we are back again.
we are loving each other more than we used to.
we are holding hands on the beach walking.
our parents saw us and didn't say much about it.
she treats me better than before.
her smile just melts my heart.
i held her so tight to myself this time.
i dreamt AGAIN. sighs. :( |
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10/20/2005 11:01:00 AM comments
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005 |
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just copy paste yesterday entry to today entry.
it marks the same totally. i swear. even the weather.
owells. i'm so bored. till i gotta go to the extend of this.
-it says it all.
well. i watched naruto and all.
and i'm over her. it all ended with a broken smile.
hope tomorrow there will be plans going on.
beach? |
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10/19/2005 06:48:00 PM comments
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005 |
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today i was the earliest for my basketball training.
i slept at 3am because i was watching the anime naruto.
and woke up at 7am for the training.
i'm so satisfied with myself. but still.. i won't stop improving myself.
i think our training has slacked. sad to say that. but boy i'm not gonna slack.
i still ran rounds with the ball dribbling non-stop.
i shot around 100+ of balls today. not bad actually.
upon reaching home, i was so damn tired.
i took a bathe and wanted to sleep.
but thanks for god for granting me with a new friend. claire.
we just crapped and crapped. this goes on and on until 2 hours of non stop chat.
after that then i managed to have some time to sleep.
she was indeed one that can makes u concentrate on the talk and don't think about others.
owells. THE BALLET FREAKKK. she termed herself that. lol.
just when i woke up and wanted to head for my game,
it starts to pour. what a day?! i still wanted to train more.
but then... for the good side. i may rest my hands.
my whole body is straining with pain and aches. but i love it.
the more aches there is, the more muscles it will developed. wahaha.
nvm. i will do more tendious one tomorrow. i shouldn't slack down. ((: |
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10/18/2005 08:10:00 PM comments
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Monday, October 17, 2005 |
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basketball training resume this week. that's great.
quite a number of people joined us today.
well. i performed pretty well. beat quite a number of them.
slight "present" from alex bang. haha. but it's ok. i'm not DOM =X
but today doesn't seem straining at all. hope tomorrow will be tougher.
oh wells... another couple is formed this time. so envious yet useless.
like how come everyone is living so happily. not that i'm not happy,
just that they are happier. at 4pm, i went to play basketball.
played till 8pm. yes bobby, just indulge in everything.
and i couldn't go to my class chalet because of my dad :(
forget about it. i really run out of words today.
just want to do nothing but make myself tired.
ok.. go down and run now. ((: |
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10/17/2005 09:27:00 PM comments
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Sunday, October 16, 2005 |
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just when i'm at my weakest point of life,
and with that weak side of my overhauling my strong side,
your yelling and unreasonable shoutings at me made me fall completely.
tears awaiting by the side of my eyelids,
controlling with so much energy to prevent it from flowing down.
i can't afford to cry because i'm a guy. a boy.
now is totally down for me. just when i thought it will be over,
it all had not gone at all.
to-
my truly love, my dad and you. |
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10/16/2005 11:24:00 PM comments
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sunday morning,
with the rising sun shining on the evergreen grass field,
down the unexpected water droplets high from the sky,
to the thirsty looking grasses and trees,
that goes on for hours that makes it seem unstoppable.
the field transformed into a brown pool with the trees smiling and enjoying themselves.
morning orders from mum made me work my legs down 11th floor of staircases.
afternoon relaxation watching with two sets of couple some comedy by ruhua.
as i typed this , the music "Ballade pour Adeline" is running through my mind,
that was what she played for me in the past at her house.
mentioning about that, i was happy for her that she is feeling happy.
i remembered angela told me this, " seeing the girl u love happy, u will be gradually happy."
yes i am. now i understand.
oh yah... i got a bad nightmare yesterday night that shocked me out from bed.
i dreamt about junhao, amanda and me together at this clinic.
i was injured or something with junhao accompanying to the clinic.
she was right outside waiting for me to see the doctor.
the moment i saw her, i just cried out and i wailed like some crazy guy from MENTAL HOSP.
i sweared everything was so real. how she look with her new hair cut.
after that wailing, i just woke up and i remembered it was 4am.
bad omen or what? the weirdest thing when i woke up was,
MY EYES WERE FILLED with TEARS. watery droplets. I SWEAR.
but how could this explain in real reality and dreams? really amused me.
i guess i really miss her alot. owells. forget about it.
this is how my sunday pass so "well".
good weather with nice wind but that affect one's mood.
take care jason yeo weihong in your departure back to army later.
the brown swimming pool
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10/16/2005 04:01:00 PM comments
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my grandpa whose birthday is on 27th october.
and a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to brigette my cute little cousin!
she is cute and pretty. ((:
anyway, today i helped SOS played a soccer match which we won 2-1.
that's great. smiles. it is all worth it afterall.
after that, i rested for awhile before heading down to my grandpa house
along with my younger brother and his girlfriend.
oh yah.. my older brother is back from NS and is leaving tomorrow.
today i was really happy. there is alot of people which i rarely seen.
because of my busy schedule and all. but i talked to everyone of them,
updating them my life and their lifes. their kids and everything.
i felt so blessed all of a sudden. i swear.
my uncle is always giving me inspirational talks.
they really perked me up and make me even motivated.
but as usual, one thing they kept asking me is,
"Why never bring your girlfriend?",they asked.
i replied this.
"It is a must to have one when both of my brothers have".
actually i can but then... well. forget about it.
i had my fun times with my NEPHEW & NIECE.
yes, i'm an uncle already. they are really adorable. i shall be one nice uncle.
time pass really fast.soon, it is 10pm at night. home sweet home.
on the way home, i was listening to music yet again.
thoughts and everything just came by again.
ok.. this time i think is time to ventured out on my own.
finding new types of life and socialising with different type of friends.
meaning i gotta leave SN2 somehow. as in less time.
i won't forget the good times with u all.
but morning training with those 2 guys won't make me drift away from them.
but for others, try to stay in contact.
i'm gonna start new things like i never done before.
BUT one thing, PEOPLE! IF I START CHANGING TO WORST, LET ME KNOW!
or else it will be too late. well. own church tomorrow.
off to naruto series. thanks to kimli again.
-the number of people in a small house. is just keep getting bigger. there are more.
-my niece and nephew. ain't them cute?
-the cakes for each and my nephew hand compared to mine.
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10/16/2005 12:02:00 AM comments
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005 |
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second day of training today.
i overslept by 1 minute. but i still rush and met alex at the court.
dominick was not even there too. he overslept for one hour.
due to that, we went to my house downstair those field to run and do our fitness.
as usual stuffs. let picture doing the talking.
-dominink finding the right station to start with.
-the weights we put on to run around.
-after a few hours of training, here i am. but it is worth it.
-oh yah... this is few days back.
so we went for breakfast and all. my mummy treated them to a meal. lucky them.
after that i borrowed the digicam from shiangg ling. cos i'm gonna meet samantha.
she is as usual late but well. i understand well and my patience is always good.
-that's her. samantha lim. ((:
-i bought her that one. wonder did she used it?
-she was trying out her jacket and all. she wants alot of things.
-then she went to a toy shop at taka. unique one. and she did all this...
-after that, we went to our old place. haha. and just chatted and all. pics taken.
-we parted here then.
Got a picture of you I carry in my heart
Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark
Got a memory of you I carry in my soul
I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold
If you asked me how I'm doin' ,I'd say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
After all this time you're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by |
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10/11/2005 11:00:00 PM comments
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